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Breaking the silence :.

December 17, 2007

We interrupt this temporary lull in posts to bring to you a special message from this Blog’s author:

“Dearest readers,

Thanks for your kind words of support, and a few e-mails. I appreciate that you do not want me to stop writing. In fact, I haven’t. I’ve temporarily started a new blog at to record my thoughts and opinions, until I find myself worthy to search for serenity again. Perhaps maybe so in the new year.

Thanks again for those supportive messages. Santa already gave me my gift this year, great readers.



Non-functioning Morning :.

November 3, 2007

The worst part about being involved with someone either near or far, is when you don’t hear from them for a few days, or hours, depending on your neuroses.

So I’m suffering one of those mornings when my brain won’t jump start to do anything because it all depends if I hear from a certain person, or not. *sigh*

At the rate things are going, I confess to enjoying things a little too much. Getting too dependent? Maybe. I’ve been too long and too far without the place where my heart truly belongs, so a closer distraction has been dropped in my lap for now. Though my guilt says I shouldn’t, that mini-me of irresponsibility and that birthday monkey on my back whisper and hiss in my ear to just enjoy myself before the inevitable date of doom.

I’m just going to enjoy myself for now. God knows, a girl needs a little fun every now and then.


The series you should be watching :.

October 9, 2007

Jericho. Jericho. Jericho.

Forget Lost. Forget Desperate Housewives. Jericho is it.

A town in the middle of nowhere surviving god knows what.

But damn.. it’s good.

More tomorrow.. I’m hopped up on drugs as it is..


Special to me :.

September 24, 2007

Happy Teacher’s Day to all the teachers out there.. especially to the ones who have bent my brain and moulded it in directions I never conceived of when I was a student under their tutelage.

The rest of this post is irrelevant to teachers, it’s about a person who happens to be a teacher, who holds a damn special place in my heart because of our friendship, as weird as it is.

He doesn’t know how damn special he is.. and maybe it should stay that way. But he knows how much he means to me, I told him so.. many years ago, at Coffee Bean, when I told him I had a crush on him.

He knew all along of course, and he told me honestly, he just didn’t feel the same, but he told me that it was the bravest thing to do to tell him.. Of course I cried my eyes out in the car on the way home.. But, you know.. looking back, I appreciate that he was honest, and that he let me know that it was a  brave thing to do.

Our friendship has sort of cooled over the years, especially since that day.. but we remember each other on important days, like today, and on our birthdays, that are so close that it’s almost like we celebrate it together.

He is still very dear to me and though the feelings are not the same.. The love for him is still there, and now I only want him to find happiness.

For you, my friend.. though you will never know.. Happy Teacher’s Day. I love you. Take care.


Long Overdue :.

September 5, 2007

Dear Buffy,

It’s okay to dream big, but without action, dreams are merely dreams.

What have you been doing with your life lately except sleeping, eating and being a total zombie?

Yeah, you wanna go to New York and Sydney, Washington and Cairo, San Francisco and Vancouver..

But you can dream all you want and these things will never happen unless you DO.

Take a quote from Yoda, ” Try not. Do… or do not. There is no try.”

*Yoda comes in and smacks knuckles smartly with his stick*

“Take quotes you do not. Ask permission first.”

Okay, okay. Yoda, borrow your quote, may I?

“Mocking Jedi Master, are you?”

No sir, na-uh.. I would never..

*Yoda putters out*

So.. as I was saying Buffy.. Like the great granddaddy of them Jedi Masters says.. “Use the Force, Luke.”  Okay, I know, it wasn’t Yoda, it’s Obi Wan… But I digress..

My point is, if you want this amazing life you dream of..  You gotta take action.. Sam Carter probably didn’t get that smart by parking her butt and reading physics books all day.. And she probably wouldn’t have blown up a sun, or left the plans for the nahqahdah generator in just theorems and algorithms.

So you know what you have to do. The time to do it is now.

Yoda, Sam, the Scoobies and the Force are with you..

Love, Buffy.


Ultrabad Rhymes :.

September 5, 2007

Oh, the places I wanna go
The people I wanna meet
The oats I wanna sow..
The life I want, I will never know
Is all because of my limited cashflow..


Home Again :.

August 15, 2007

Though I’m happy to be home, it is twinged with sadness. The great summer romance(s) are over, and it’s back to the grind. I don’t have much to look forward to for the rest of the year.. Just count the days to my next great adventure.

The heart yearns for what it cannot have, but it smiles with the memory of the last day in the city I love.. a motorcycle ride, loving kisses, a sincere promise..  I can rest my head on my pillows tonight and dream sweetly of things just past.

It’s so crazy to think that half a world away, in a time zone 12 hours behind mine, there is someone who is dreaming of me, as I’m thinking of him. Life is sometimes a cruel creature with it’s twists and turns, but can also be very wise. I’m just trying to make sense of all of this right now.

Well, there’s not much for a girl to say right now. There are some things she should keep to herself, some she will share with friends, and the special things she shares with only one other person.

For now, I’m just going to unpack, enjoy looking at the things I’ve bought over the past few days.. Especially the 6 Seasons of Stargate SG-1 I couldn’t resist buying from Virgin Megastore.. HEHEHEHE! I was only going to buy Season 9 and 10, but when I saw that they were on sale.. and it was the Thin-Paks.. what was a girl to do, except.. buy, Buy, BUY!

I’ll just end it here for now. My friends, you know how to get in touch with me if you want to. Laters.