When you sleep :.

Here is the hardest place to stay
Always trouble brewing, angers flare beneath the surface
Of a paper thin veneer
I try to tell that I love you
But I don’t believe it
And you won’t hear half the things I say

I’m done with the crying
Through with all the pain I’m feeling
I am tired and I’m cold
Loneliness is just the blanket that I keep

You want me to stay
But you want to go away
And I don’t understand the things you keep saying to me
When you sleep
When you sleep

How come you can only speak the truth
When you sleep
When you sleep

How can you only say I love you
In the darkness
In the moments when you sleep

Words are sharp
They cut through me like ginsu knives
No matter how much abuse I’ve taken
I can still pretend to love you
How can you say, I don’t care anymore
I don’t have reasons to make me stay
Yet I haven’t fled forever out the door

And I’m through,
Yes, I’m done with all the crying
Through with all the pain I’m feeling
I am tired, I am cold
Emptiness is all that’s deep inside of me

You want me to stay
But you want to go away
And I don’t understand the things you keep saying to me
When you sleep
When you sleep

How come you can only speak the truth
When you sleep
When you sleep

How can you only say I love you
In the darkness
In the moments when you sleep

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs – Fall Out Boy :.

Pete Wentz is strangely attractive in this vid. What’s with the monkeys?

I’m gonna make you bend and break
(it sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll
In case God doesn’t show
(let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it’s the wrongs that make the words come to life
Who does he think he is?
If that’s the worst you’ve got, better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren’t so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See he tastes like you only sweeter
Ohhhhhh

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
In this crystal ball
It’s always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand. (One night stand, off!)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren’t so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah one more time

Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter
ohhhh

(They say) I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms, collecting page-six lovers
Get me out of my mind
Get you out of those clothes
I’m a line away
From getting you into the mood (wa-ooooohhh)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren’t so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter

One night and one more time (one more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren’t so great (even though they weren’t so great)
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah one more time (one more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories (for the memories)
Thanks for the memories (for the memories)
See, he tastes like you only sweeter

Big Girls Don’t Cry – Fergie :.

Fergie’s ok.. like her music.. (“I be up in the gym, working on my fitness..“)

I just try not to look at her face too closely, else she scares me..

Can’t help but hate her in this vid though.. Milo Ventimigilia.. AHHH! My kinda bad boy..

Stolen – Dashboard Confessional :.

I love Chris Carraba… He rocks the white t-shirt. Whenever I hear him sing, it melts my insides like chocolate..

You watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glamour have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only grant farewells
Crush the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the bar room floor we are a celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we are, we’ll sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Precious and few :.

Since my sister got married, sister time has been little and far between… It’s understandable.. With the arrival of baby, those moments that we get to spend that was once so abundant are just so rare, that if I blink I miss it..

I got one of those moments today.. Baby was asleep in his crib, his daddy was out, and my sister was watching ‘Bold & The Beautiful’ omnibus.. and I was just hanging around.. We were both laughing at how the actors looked so tired, and aged so much.. and all other silly things.. I’d forgotten what those moments were like.. but it was so amazing and fun.. She was my sister, not a mom, not a wife.. just my big sis… and I miss her a lot..

Things have changed.. Change is unavoidable.. But you do appreciate now all the things you took for granted.. even the little things.. like moments like these..

So kewttt!

 

I like this peekture cos I is havin’ black kitteh too.. Story by Tiny Cheezburger below. So funneh.

This was The Catburger, just last night. Mind you, he had already eaten his dinner an hour before.

I was opening a can of beans (to make bean salad) with the hand-crank can opener, and: “HAI!” *happitail* “IS FOR MEEH?” “No, kitteh, is beans. You no eat beans.” “Ok, momma, I go back to bedroom now.”

Two minutes later, after rinsing and draining the first can of beans, I open another. Magic Catburger appears again. “Hai momma, I just KNOW that one is for MEEH.” “No, kitteh, is still beans.” *siiiiiiiigh* “Ok, momma, I go back to bedroom again. Stop teezin.”

Third can of beans is being opened … no Catburger. So I was left to make the rest of my dinner in peace, figuring he learned that I had nothing for him. But when I sat down with my meal, out from nowhere comes The Catburger. “Y, HALLOOOOOOO THAR. Got somefin’ fur meeeh?”

Him Catburger is has a one-track mind … all routes eventually lead to his belli.